Time out.............

Today is rather a funny sort of day,not sure am i happy or sad,just one of those days i guess.Well i am having a serious time out day because i have no choice..........lol.I am still sitting here with a swollen ankle & still not enticed to go to A&E ,can't bare the thought of having to sit there for hours,i think i can bare the pain more.............lmao.Woke this morning thinking of dad........missed him terribly all over Christmas & more so when ringing in the New Year.Somehow raising a glass to his memory isin't the same .
Looking back on my childhood my dad was the most amazing person,had patience in ambundance,never ending smiles & the most comforting hugs you could wish for.When he passed away my memories were of a frail desperatley ill man,not the dad i had as a child.I worried those memories would stay with me aways,i remember nursing him & watching him getting sicker.7 years later i have my dad back,the smiling,joking loving man he was.
Our Christmas morning walks at 6.30 looking for shooting stars !!!!!! .Christmas parties where he payed the drums,getting our Christmas money to go shopping for eachother just wondeful memories.I can smell his oldspice aftershave as i am typing this....lol.Life is most certainy what you make of it!!!!!!!.We ony get one so it is up to us to make what we can of it......
I came across a blog today that has an amazing family with love written in eachword you read also with a wonderful attitude to life & this made me think that life is great so grab it with both hands & live it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!